Ten straight days in a room by myself
Questioning the state of my mental health
I flutter my wings but I'm too afraid to fly
Terrified of living
Too brave to die
Tried to stay sober
Didn't make it too far
Eighteen hours and I'm heading back to the bar
Trying not to fantasize about crashing my car
Wheels on the white lines
Eyes on the stars
Every night I have to fight
The ghost in me
Constantly in the debate
life in hell or heaven in a grave
Late one night the wine was running low
I finally felt a tug on my little heart radio
When I thought of my brother trying to tell his son how to say goodbye
Blubbering like a baby, squeezing grease from his eyes
(Chorus)
All my blood would feel the flood of shame on their name
And all of the love they once had for you would be replaced
With your same pain
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